Have you ever wanted to love someone so much but because of what they do it makes it impossible?
I'm in a rut...a terrible rut.
My biggest hope is that we can all learn to love those that are rather unlovable--and in return they might find it in themselves to love who they are. Because in the end, it's the non-loving of themselves that make it impossible to show them how you care.
I wish there was an easy solution. But only time has the answers. Stay strong.
2.11.2011
2.09.2011
Private at last.
I decided to make my blog private. I just...needed to do it. I want to be able to KNOW who is reading what I write--and really...I just want the people I love the most to know what's going on...not any other posers out there just to get the scoop without the work. SO.
On an high note--there is a Juicy Couture purse to DIE for. I want it and need it. Admire it here. However, I don't believe I'll be buying it full price any time soon. Maybe if I win the lottery? On a less expensive note (relatively), I would also like to own this! Still, 30 bucks for a head band is NOT worth it...but oh..the dreams. Valentines day is close--maybe Mike will DELIVER! (Ha, JK. A night in playing Mario Kart is good enough for me!)
Time is flying by like crazy. As if it were a miracle, I'm actually getting straight A's right now, despite the crazy schedule. I hope it stays--along with other goals I have. It would be the first time I'd ever get a 4.0. I'd like to pull that off during the semester that I'm planning my wedding AND working :) (Oooh, that was boarder-line too much gloating...sorry.)
What's YOUR update?
Wow. Making this private makes me feel FREE.
On an high note--there is a Juicy Couture purse to DIE for. I want it and need it. Admire it here. However, I don't believe I'll be buying it full price any time soon. Maybe if I win the lottery? On a less expensive note (relatively), I would also like to own this! Still, 30 bucks for a head band is NOT worth it...but oh..the dreams. Valentines day is close--maybe Mike will DELIVER! (Ha, JK. A night in playing Mario Kart is good enough for me!)
Time is flying by like crazy. As if it were a miracle, I'm actually getting straight A's right now, despite the crazy schedule. I hope it stays--along with other goals I have. It would be the first time I'd ever get a 4.0. I'd like to pull that off during the semester that I'm planning my wedding AND working :) (Oooh, that was boarder-line too much gloating...sorry.)
What's YOUR update?
Wow. Making this private makes me feel FREE.
2.01.2011
Seriously..
Well, hey! 3 months ago I was feeling bad for not having written for a month...and now..I feel bad for not writing for 3...? Maybe I won't post for 6 months after this and start a pattern, huh? It wouldn't surprise me.
For those of you that know me, or (like I say every time) even READ this, will have known that a lot has happened in the past few months! November probably finished with a bang..I can't remember. December was all a blur, and January has come and gone like that!
Lets recap some major highlights!
ENGAGED! (Entire story to follow. It was quite epic.)
Christmas with the Briney's! (My first away from home! I only felt a little homesick on Christmas Eve...but hey, I was bound to be a part from my family over the holidays sometime!) Seriously, though. It was 2 weeks of partying/games/good food and good times. Would do it all again in a heart beat. ;)
New Years! 2011 is gonna be big. (You wanna know why? I found a $100 dollar bill in a grocery store parking lot in California New Years Eve day, that why.)
School started at the U. In addition to my classes, there are other Salt Lake treasures I've discovered! They include (but aren't limited to): Rowdy students, drugs, alcohol, long beards, boys in skirts, UTA drama and TRAX adventures, hilarious teachers and the alleged "Jugalo" which I still have yet to spot.
*Side Note: "Jugalos" are defined as white-trash-ish men dressed in super baggy clothes that paint their faces like clowns. Said to usually hang out by the library. This description was offered by Driggs. (I was also deliriously tired when he told me about them, so I may be just describing my worst nightmare..just..skip this part)
My full time job at ATEC moved to part time...which, with all the craziness, is proving to be tricky. I was able to go part time with another friend at work(so we share one full contract), but there are definitely days where I wish I could stay home and sleep or do homework. (Who am I kidding? I'd rule both those options out and play Mario Kart WFC against Japan all day.)
Wedding plans, wedding shows and more wedding. BLEH! For all the fun it has been (and it really has), I am definitely glad that I actually spent one Saturday in January NOT going to bridal shows! That would probably make '3 of us' as I'm sure my Mom and Mike feel the same way!
But really, thanks to caring and generous parents, we've been able to book a lot of fun things! A hot pink photo booth, a delicious candy buffet, an awesome florist, a wonderful husband/wife duo for pictures/video, an amazing reception center, a yummy luncheon at the Joseph Smith Building, sexy live jazz music...etc. 95 days!
Well, I know there is more I could write--but I'm all blogged out. I had a mishap on Trax tonight. Funny now, not funny at the time. Gotta love those! More on that, and all of the above later!
Peace.
For those of you that know me, or (like I say every time) even READ this, will have known that a lot has happened in the past few months! November probably finished with a bang..I can't remember. December was all a blur, and January has come and gone like that!
Lets recap some major highlights!
ENGAGED! (Entire story to follow. It was quite epic.)
Christmas with the Briney's! (My first away from home! I only felt a little homesick on Christmas Eve...but hey, I was bound to be a part from my family over the holidays sometime!) Seriously, though. It was 2 weeks of partying/games/good food and good times. Would do it all again in a heart beat. ;)
New Years! 2011 is gonna be big. (You wanna know why? I found a $100 dollar bill in a grocery store parking lot in California New Years Eve day, that why.)
School started at the U. In addition to my classes, there are other Salt Lake treasures I've discovered! They include (but aren't limited to): Rowdy students, drugs, alcohol, long beards, boys in skirts, UTA drama and TRAX adventures, hilarious teachers and the alleged "Jugalo" which I still have yet to spot.
*Side Note: "Jugalos" are defined as white-trash-ish men dressed in super baggy clothes that paint their faces like clowns. Said to usually hang out by the library. This description was offered by Driggs. (I was also deliriously tired when he told me about them, so I may be just describing my worst nightmare..just..skip this part)
My full time job at ATEC moved to part time...which, with all the craziness, is proving to be tricky. I was able to go part time with another friend at work(so we share one full contract), but there are definitely days where I wish I could stay home and sleep or do homework. (Who am I kidding? I'd rule both those options out and play Mario Kart WFC against Japan all day.)
Wedding plans, wedding shows and more wedding. BLEH! For all the fun it has been (and it really has), I am definitely glad that I actually spent one Saturday in January NOT going to bridal shows! That would probably make '3 of us' as I'm sure my Mom and Mike feel the same way!
But really, thanks to caring and generous parents, we've been able to book a lot of fun things! A hot pink photo booth, a delicious candy buffet, an awesome florist, a wonderful husband/wife duo for pictures/video, an amazing reception center, a yummy luncheon at the Joseph Smith Building, sexy live jazz music...etc. 95 days!
Well, I know there is more I could write--but I'm all blogged out. I had a mishap on Trax tonight. Funny now, not funny at the time. Gotta love those! More on that, and all of the above later!
Peace.
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